Sorry i havent been online, no internet, but so far my summer has been fanmazing!! Yeah ho!! :3 Lets see I went to my friends house and we played video games. I went to my other friends house and i mooched >...>. Hrmm My art advanced again, i had a series of weird dreams, it was crazy man [ one of them mades me cry when i woke up afterwords.]. I've found myself once agian. :3 I feel unworthy of most of the kindness thrown my way, esspecially when i complain ALL THE TIME. And my nii gave me a nickname and he knows it buggs me. I've learend to re-express myself in other ways.

i miss my online friends T___T and my homies back homes r mad at me >....> oops. finally played ddr and it kicked my butt. i wanna learn base!! (Jeremi hurry up and get it.) now i just needs a drummer. hopefully i'll run into joclynn soon T____T i misses her :sniffles: jeez hj and jordan u're adorable :3 i hope u guyss will be happy.

garrgs i'm in tune with my music yet agian :3. and thats good considering i'm writine. >...> jeez. i'm not that angry that much anymore. but some people piss me off still i think i'll just go mope, i hate how he has that affect on me, i cant really do anything to change it. and in the end, he's his own person and he wont succomb to my wills and wants and wishes. its weird kus even after a few years i'm still this caught up. i wish he woudl just talk to me agian, so everything could go back.

i'm writing agian, i might post a short story on here maybe. >...> and i cant wait till awa!! woots. i gets to see my peeps, yeah ho!!! :3 and maybe i'll do something productive this year.


eh that's all i've got for now, i'll post when i can, laters, and message me i guess :3


Ranmaru.